Blog Renewed!

Blog renewed :)
Threw every past, to be a girl who always smiles without crying.


One more month left, the year 2013 is going to end soon. This year gave me a lot of happiness and also sadness. But when I think of the sadness, I forget the happiness. That's why I was being like a people who lost their soul within 3 months. My life was blind. I got hurt, I cried, I screamed. But so what? All I did were still making me sad.
But finally I knew that, no one and nothing could help me unless I walk out from the nightmare myself.
Yes, finally I did it. I passed all the hardest ways to get the final result. I was exhausted and cried lot of times in the process. It's really hard. I think I am strong and tough enough.

My exam is just over, yet to get the result. I always get the terrible nightmare at night everyday since I finished my exam. Oh gosh, I really stress no matter during exam or after that.

I didn't attend to school since my exam finished, I was looking for a part time job to earn money during my final school holiday. Finally, I found a best job. I'm a waitress at Hinz Cafe. There is a coffee shop which located at Menjalara. There is really a nice place, I love it. I always take the whiff from there, smells good because of the coffee. I learned a lot of things from there. My boss are very friendly and nice, I appreciate. My working time is at 12pm to 7pm every Tuesday until Friday, so it doesn't make me feel tired and exhausted at all, this is the best job I ever had.

I'm going to 15th soon. What should I do if I become 15? Actually I love studying. Believe that, I really love it. So I'm gonna study hard when I go to Form 4. Science scream, Account or Art scream? I choose Account. But depend on my result I think I'll be going to science scream, I'm still confusing to stay in Science class or Account.....Hmmm.......